I Kiss you many times my Life..you have so Many Lips..

Delhi : The city of Occurrence and the city that makes you believe that Life is Nothing but REALITY - dedicated to Jan 19th 2011 !!

Yesterday, a beautiful day..I woke up and left for a Meeting, and guess what Life hit me straight in my FACE :-) does talking Politely also amount to REACTIONS !? Yes, it does because we are a Democracy and unless some among us commit something new and then get argued over it by a few more among us, how shall yet another SELECTIVE be in Authority to pass a Verdict to BANN it !?

an excited and tormented voice within loudly yelled Funny !? and the next moment he in the Limitless Canvas above said as if - no Sonali, you call it Reality darling :-)

I Believe you My Saviour, and accept you shall never offer me something I can say No to :-) Best Deals customized for me so far in Life and still many to Unfold :-) so yes I am thankful Lord for your witty Sense of Humor :-)

This Shall too Pass !? I'd Say I know you have strengthened me Enough to walk through this too :-) again my Verdict - being the part of Rarity among the SELECTIVE SPECIES who Accept and Comprehend in favor of our Democracy !!

Justice : is it when the right has been Lucky to have your Mercy My buddy in the Heaven there !? or is it when the wrong gets Punished and his Life given by you is Cursed and challenged by Court of ManKind !?

Right and Wrong is relative..we as Mankind make view points and Believe a Judge and accept if he says he is wrong or right..But the real Chord is in your hand Smarty, you are sitting up there and humbly created right and wrong..leaving it on us to Define !!

Wow..sucha Game Master..

Nothing happens without your acceptance so was I at Fault !? or was it your pun to make me taste life with a pinch of SALT through him !?

because if it was Life with a pinch of SALT, then please give me a bit of Sugarcane now..pretty Salty right now Lord..wounds are just aggrevating with the share of SALT given by you..

Thodha Meetha ho jaye - Dairy Milk de do.. he he :-)

I Love you Lord, I so do..and Believe in you all the More as you gave me a Treasure for my Life to Live without even Hunting for her, I with a Proud Heart want to thank you for accommodating Varsha Bhala an Angel to my Existence and Healthy Life Today :-) in your Form :-) who said you live up there only !?

You have many forms, lives and lips :-) I Believe in you all the More..You So much EXIST !! Never Doubted it anyhow, just Belief in you has Increased even More :-) I am Glad and truly Believe what ever happens, happens for Good :-)

P.S : I Kiss you many times my Life, you have so many Lips !!

- Dedicated to Varsha Bhala - Angelic Human, Support System and a Friend for Life :-) Hugs !!

If you wish to know what a Man is, place him in Authority !!

"The bad news is time flies, the good news is you are The Pilot :-) "

Just when I thought I was shattered and had nothing to live with, this is it, Life happened all so suddenly with this rush and swam over my subdued urge to LIVE - yet again !!

Can you believe it !? He says, and smiles sheepishly, narrating to me an incident, I look back and smile, not because of the incident, But seeing the gleam in his eye,the eyes had school boy innocence, I could look into them for hours and not flutter my eyes even once. As he drives, paying attention to the road, I steal glances at him, Hoping he wouldn’t catch me red handed whoever said love leads to insomnia, must have been on sleeping pills, because that was the case with me !! As much I was treasuring my time with him, I would wish the time to stand still. Even though the sun was high up in the sky, the sun of this moment was about to set soon. I wish this moment had just started, A prayer of hope against hope, as the car stops, the engine goes off the beauty of the silence is broken by rain drops on the car, millions of rain drops, chatting with each other as if the GODS above, clash their challis, causing thunderstorm I look at him and say ‘This is it’, and bid adieu and just before I go out, I look back, for that one school boy smile, those innocent eyes just one last time, one last hug, one last good bye, one last promise, mercy god, one last moment..
Take care, he says, I was hoping you would, I say to myself, you too, I say & I walk out, destiny I say, we were never meant to be !? as my footsteps match the rhythm of the rain drops..

I re-quote the quote,

I love walking in the rain, because no one can see me crying :-)

The difficulty with Men is the inability to react in the most Difficult situations so Remember they need 'your' LOVE - 'The Most especially when they DO NOT DESERVE IT !!'

P.S : The Cruelest lies are often told in SILENCE, how people treat you is there Karma ; how you react is Yours !!

when will our Government act there AGE.. just When !?

Another Blunder..

or should I say, now it has become a practice !?

Why cant our Govt. act polished and pass orders in a manner that can avoid riots !?

In the guise of demolishing the SC slum, they demolished the mosque in the vicinity too..

It wasn't The Dargah..but my question is couldn't it have been !?

Why wasn't there any one to watch over it at the first place !? to avoid this panic and disturbance !?

Behaving like a six year old !? by just passing the orders and not being worthy of standing by what they Call "Owners" !?!!!!!!!

..My question here is when will our Government act their AGE..just when !?

New Delhi, the capital city of India..has underwent almost a 360 degree geographical change over the past ten years..fly overs, metro, bridges..everything is remarkable, however STILL there is a remote area attached to every posh area..

name it and you have it.. Vasant Vihar - has it..Nizzamuddin - HAD IT..

Corruption rules in INDIA, and this is especially true for the MCD though crores of rupees are generated through taxes every year, only a fraction of that is spent on the development of the city. The mainstay of the corporation are the junior engineer's and the executive engineers, The MCD is responsible for preventing any unauthorized construction in the city but with the connivance of the MCD Engineers anyone can construct illegal structures in any place, even on government land.

phewwwwww !!

Delhi today has more than 3000 unauthorized colonies which have not been constructed according to the Delhi master plan !!

It has thus miserably failed to provide the basic amenities to the largest section of Delhi.

how long shall this go on !? One blunder and protests, riots, well is there any END to it even remotely !?

Babri Masjid was less of an example !? that now this was invited !?

first month of the new decade and we already have headLines engraved for it, what a warm welcome by expected to be most promising capital of the developing nations !!

It wont be long that the blame game would emerge out of this turbulence..govt. will blame it on MCD senior officials and MCD would in turn blame it on govt. sleeping over it sad that it hit the nerves of the sensitive and affected them..

FYI - MCD is among the largest municipal bodies in the world providing civic services to more than estimated population of 13.78 million citizens in the capital city.

Our army officials sure have more important and cant do without situations to handle, can there ever be justice done to their JOBS !? just ever !?

A Mountain out of a mole hill - first do things in a manner that create the hype for a non occurrence and then debate to prove the point of disapproval just to stand correct and high in their own eyes !! It has become so obvious why news bulletins get paid for what they do..

I am sure we have a life minus the Drama in here as common man - because its not worth the TIME !!

If you Love some one Today..you will Love me Someday !! - Alcohol.

The minute I heard my First Love story I started looking for you, not knowing how Blind that was..Lovers don't finally meet somewhere..they're in each other all along..

Missing some one gets easier everyday,

because even though you are one day further,

from the Last time you saw them..

You are one day closer to the next time you will !!

On the walls of my room night and day,
I'd write one name everyday..
The thought of him would make me blush,
Could I really be in love or was it merely a crush !?
I'd go and see him sharp at one,
And though I would walk my heart would run..
When I would see him Sitting right there,
My heart would skip a beat when i'd go near..
I'd look deep into his eyes,
where I saw love, truth and no lies..
I'd tell him how much I loved him
waiting for him to say the same..
But alas! it would be my time to go,
This was the time I'd really feel sad and low..
Hoping tomorrow he'd say he loved me,
Then my heart would dance in joy and glee
I'd go to my room and write his name again,
Wishing the day he'd confess his love
it would rain..
Funny that the one I love lives in a frame,
He won't blink or smile or confess his love..
He was he is will always remain a mere picture,
But i'd still wait for him to come alive..
In a big car and a tuxedo fellow inmates will look at us
as out of this asylum I drive !!

P.S : So these seven words, I pray you hold true,

"Forever And Always, I Will Love You !!"

Roadside Grey..

Standing among the beautiful rainbow of colors
Blue, green, red and yellow,
Is all he could see..
Those tiny hands had more than they could handle,
The different sizes made it look like a perfect family..
Gleaming lights added to the drama,
The honk, made him see the reality again..
Little feet in the tattered slippers,
Blood pained cracks made it impossible to walk..
The cold breeze doesn't bother much,
The soft child skin is there no more..
The lungs are out of air,
Giving life to those balloons,
His dreams are shattered by the lonely nights on the red light,
where the eyes only shine at the glimpse of a prospect customer..
My heart aches to ask him,
Why don't your parents save you from this plight !?
Where I get my answer looking at the foot path,
The old lady is tying the balloons to a stick..
My car starts moving and the little one disappears..
But the memory of the little boy with balloons,
Stays fresh in my mind !!

P.S : This is at BRT crossing..Saket, New Delhi..

The Smile, Coffee and Love..

Sitting by the window once,
Sipping the warm, relaxing cup of coffee,
Stirring in the sugar, she smiles to herself,
The twinkle in her eyes makes me wonder,
Is it something I said, or just the coffee !?
Or something which is on her mind,
for quite sometime now..
Nothing! she replys to me
with the same sweet smile
and gets lost in the coffee
There has to be something,
which makes her glow,
the blush on her cheeks,
looks like roses lent her some..
But I still have the confused look,
and then, just like that
She looks at me in the eye,
Those eyes, I never realised,
were so clear and deep,
I raised an eyebrow,
like silently saying, say something now!
And just before she says something
a beautiful crystal tear,
trickles down her eye
paving way through her blush..
And finally she says,
Have you ever been in love..!?
with someone you know you can't be with !?
I look at her dumbstruck
as she looks away,
her lips part into a smile,
The crystal tears loses identity,
But there's got to be some way,
but you can, he can, what,but..
Nothing really made sense,
I wish I could help,
But how !?
She looks outside the window,
and hums a song,
I know those lyrics, and the song by James Blunt
"But its time to face the truth,
I will never be with you"
No I don't think she is insane,
The smile on her face made me realise,
Love never keeps the condition of
being with the one you love,
Funny how she affected my life in
just a few minutes,
and just then I realised
the coffee had gone cold,
But it didn't matter anymore..
The lesson I learnt had left
warmth in my heart !!

P.S : I just narrated my dream with ya..