20 December, 2011

Nonu :'( - We Miss you :'(



Quite a sad year by far..deaths one after another..of almost all legends..and now my dearest CAT :'( miss you Nonu :'(

The picture is of 2005. my christmas Nonu.
Ten years of association..feels really weird to have lost him..he was playing on the terrace when another cat bit him and even when he was rushed to the hospital we couldn't save him..he completed 10 years with us on July 17th 2011.

my dear FATSO's (stuff toy's) name was also inspired by Nonu's name..named him "Nuno"
my Dad is really my lifeLine..saw him in tears the first time..My Daddy STRONGEST, would bend the sky instead to have faced sucha SIGHT !!

Horrorised :'( reality bites :'( miss you very much Nonu :'(

may your soul Rest In Peace. Godbless you now and forever !

Nonu - The BEST CAT in this UNIVERSE !!
Jan 2001 - Dec 2011 :'(

P.S : ‎"Absence extinguishes small passions and increases great ones, as the wind will blow out a candle, and blow in a fire."
Meanwhile it doesn't matter. We only value it before we get it and after we loose it !! Value EVERYONE - We have JUST One Life !!

06 October, 2011

iSteve = iHeaven = iSad.. Amen !!



"I would trade all my technology to spend an afternoon with Socrates"
and his wish came true finally at 56 !!

Steve Jobs - one of the greatest innovators- genius mind - felled by a disease humans cant yet conquer. The knowledge that he could die soon impacted all his life's choices, a reminder to us all to live for TODAY !!
The man who added weight to "an apple a day.." with Nokia almost filling up for bankruptcy, a state of nemesis..The Man who has grown the importance of fruit in our Lives, today and for tomorrow, was successful to see the launch of his new iPhone 4S and left his new baby after the first day of its Birth..

Jobs' death reminds me of "Randy Pausch" Co-founder of Carnegie Mellon's entertainment technology center who became one of the developers of the software project called "Alice". Pausch was also diagnosed of Cancer, pancreatic cancer !!
The man said : the inspiration and the permission to DREAM is HUGE !! Makes me believe even more in my madness of discovering my self on a daily basis..explore is a galore of satisfaction..nail it !!
Be Prepared : "Luck" is truly where preparation meets an opportunity,find one if not found create one because you OWN it..and never let it go !!

watch this video http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ji5_MqicxSo&noredirect=1
also visit https://www.facebook.com/pages/Shades-of-Madness/177825645598915

I believe always be ears to people, listen to them with all your heart and soul, however just don't loose your own voice in the process..listen to them religiously, in the process do not loose the zest of your dreams though, for there's no better feeling than to be alive and unique !!

"The heaviness of being successful will be replaced by the lightness of being a beginner again. Sometimes life will hit you in the head with a BRICK, don't loose faith, it's an awful tasting medicine but the patient needs it. The only thing that can keep you going is, you've got to love what you do, and that holds true for your work as it does for your Lovers !! The only satisfaction is when you have got what you love, as with all matters of the heart you will know when you have found it. Keep looking, don't settle unless you find it !!
If you live each day, as if it was your last, someday you will be most certainly right. with this thought look yourself each day in the mirror and ask your self if it was your last day, would you want to do what you are about to do, and whenever the answer is NO for too many days in a row, you know you NEED to CHANGE something !! Remembering that all will be dead soon will encounter you to make the big choices in life, because almost everything, the fear of embarrassment or failure, all pride, all external expectations, love, these all fall in the face of death leaving only what is truly important. Remembering that you are going to die is the best way you will know to avoid the trap of thinking you have something to loose. You are already naked, there's no reason NOT to follow your heart.

No one wants to die, even the people who want to go to heaven, don't want to die and get there, yet death is the destination we all share, no one has ever escaped it and that is as it should be because death is very likely the single best invention of life. Its life's change agent, it clears out the old to make way for the new. Right now the new is YOU !! But some day not too long from now you will gradually become the OLD and be cleared away. Sorry to be so dramatic, but its quite true !!
Your time is limited, so don't waste it living some ease's Life, don't be trapped by Dogma, which is living with the results of other people's thinking. Don't let the noise of others opinions drown out your own inner voice and most important have the courage to follow your heart and intuition they somehow already know what you truly want to become. Everything else is secondary.

To Begin with stay hungry stay foolish.."

P.S : Can we produce even an iota of the replica of these genius's !? Steve Jobs, Michael Jackson, Nawab Pataoudi !? is what I wonder !!
Why couldn't India's miracle TABLET be a Girl !? didn't they teach us that 'Aakash' is the limit !?
R.I.P - Steve Jobs - The world bows at you, while you give GOD the taste of your beloved apple !! Truly awaiting a day, when CANCER will just be a Zodiac !

29 August, 2011

The 'FAST' and The 'FURIOUS' ;-)


Ordinarily, political imbroglios don't upset the harmony of our little home. However The Great Lokpal Bill BlockBuster really did !
The entire thing will firmly be in the Haroon Al Rashid territory. You know the chap. The caliph who was wise and summarily executed the wicked. I may be thinking of a couple of other chaps of course, in which case, please forgive me, but what I meant was that there doesn't seem to be much by way of legal process. What if the said select committe, god forbid, isn't as wise as Haroon al Rashid at all times !?

Our Government aka : "What the Reverend Spooner would call shining wits" !!

The above is what I was thinking to Myself while the Drift of Anna's FAST being convinced to be BROKEN and Governments FURIOUS Silence was at par.

How-ever now that the FAST has been BROKEN, I Don't Doubt the Doubt ANYMORE..

Mr. ARVIND KEJRIWAL :
1.Mechanical Engineer : IIT Kharagpur
2.Job : Tata Steel
Former IRS (posted at IT Commisioner's office)
Social Activist:-
Man behind Right to Information Act and LokPal bill
3. Awards :
Various Ashoka Fellow, Civic Engagement.
2005: 'Satyendra Dubey Memorial Award', IIT Kanpur for his campaign for bringing transparency in Government
2006: Ramon Magsaysay Award for Emergent Leadership.
2006: CNN-IBN, 'Indian of the Year' in Public Service
2009: Distinguished Alumnus Award, IIT Kharagpur for Emergent Leadership.
2010: Policy Change Agent of the Year, Economic Times Corporate Excellence Award along with Aruna Roy.

He left his job in IRS to fight against CORRUPTION !!

Mr. RAHUL GANDHI :

1. Education- Failed to secure passing grades in National Economic Planning and Policy graduated by any how
2. Job: Got ancestral political power and running through it
3. Award: he is making awards not getting it

For him Terror attacks are common thing...
we should not be worried of that..let it happen (since they have z class security)

he will never talk about Govt. policies and planning since he
is not intelligent enough to grasp that (claimed to be most eligible to be PM !?)

Won't talk about black money and corruption.

will never talk in Parliament.

No political vision and goals for nation .

Trained well to fool poor villagers in white kurta & khadhi (doing the same in UP and other places.)

Makes me think is Delhi STILL a VILLAGE !? and all its PEOPLE STILL VILLAGERS !?

4.Achievements:
Grandson OF Nehru,
Grandson Of Indira Gandhi,
Son Of Rajiv Gandhi,
From Nehru-Gandhi Family.

Till now a BIG Z**O...!!
Claimed to be next PM of INDIA !!

Ms. SONIA GANDHI :
Ms. High Maintenance !!
and Belives : "Well-behaved women seldom make history" :):)
More would be TOO Less in her HONOUR !!

Mr. KAPIL SIBBAL :

The Baap of ALL SPERMS Among Above !! But Let's Respect him After all He's the Baap of ALL !!

PM- Mr. Manmohan Singh

Moto 1 : Sometimes I question my sanity - occasionally it replies !!
Moto 2 : Always use tasteful words..One day you may have to eat them !!
Hence remains SILENT and CALM as a DUCK above the water and paddle Like F**K beneath the Water..

Last but not the LEAST Our Dear Mr. Anna Hazare :
Moto 1 : Float like a Butterfly, Sting like a Bee !!
Moto 2 to the opposition of Lokpal : ‎If you never change your mind, what point would it be to have one !?
Moto 3 : Unconditional persistence, day after day !! Look at what happens with a perseverance like that ..it lights up the whole NATION !! :) :)

The Power in an inheritance, a historical habit. An unbearable consequence of the proximity of easy funds for various alleged intellectual pursuits which will enable it to appropriate the status of intellectual centre. The MAN is a Scholarship, a think tank, The man who has dealt in discourse, debates and policies now and will FOREVER !!

We, SALUTE you Mr. ANNA HAZARE, The NATION Bows at your WONDERFUL COURAGE and BELIEF, you prove the very FACT - DREAMS Have NO AGE !!
We Love you to attract us to CHASE your SHADOW regardless of the Sun's presence !!

P.S : Life indeed is The TICKET to the GREATEST Show on EARTH !!
JAI LOKPAL !! JAI HIND !! JAI BHARAT !! JAI HINDUTVA !!


God is One..TWO..Cha Cha Cha !!

20 August, 2011

Poets of the Fall !!


We dont seem to let go the thread's so thin,
it just doesn't show anymore..
it seems like we're playing Charades
playing like we're afraid to live
and this is one Sacrifice I, I don't wanna make
cuz if there's No End
there can be No Beginning
if there's No End
it feels like Forsaking the Dawn
We Awaken and Still we don't see
but I'm Secretly Great full you're living this moment with me !
<3 <3 <3
We can see where it leads, it's like you cant,
cant kill the monster that feeds on you
and no matter what you do, it seems to get you every time
and that's a Predicament if I know anything
cuz if there's No End
there can be No Beginning
if there's No End
it feels like Forsaking the Dawn
We Awaken and still we dont see
but I'm Secretly Great full you're living this moment with me !
<3 <3 <3
Its just one life we're Given
just one time we are Living
I feel your Touch Light up a Wild Desire
borne on my ache to take us Ever Higher
in our Love we are Birds of Prey
every cry seems to Leave Astray
so carry My ACHE and you will know the Feeling
Inside I'm weak but for this Love Im Bearing
so breathe ur Life in My Shades of Grey
kill the lights and we'll Fade Away !!


23 July, 2011

I Love You* * Conditions Apply


Click on the picture to see it more clearly it will open in another window.

Is love without passion possible !? Is passion without love possible !? Will that be called lust !? At some times, in our lives we find ourselves pondering over these intangible questions. These questions are hard to answer because the answers depends on one’s perception of these imperceptible human emotions like love, passion and lust. I have always found it hard to draw a line which separates love and passion from each other. I have always considered that they co-exist together for a meaningful relationship or in other words, that they co-exist together in a relationship for it to have some meaning really.

However, I have realized, that my notion of co-existence of love and passion was based on my perception of viewing love as in from a romantic angle. If I were to define the wider definition of love, I would say that love has got three components – mental intimacy, physical intimacy and commitment.
Mental intimacy refers to closeness one feels in terms of being able to understand each others thought process or being able to predict each others behavior. Friendship could be said to be dominated by this component of love. Physical intimacy means the attraction to the other person sexually or in other words, attraction driven by our desires. Infatuation could be described as a kind of love where this physical intimacy is the most dominating component. Commitment is perhaps the component, defining which I find it hardest to articulate. Commitment could be defined as the feeling which makes you think that you would willingly like to stick through thin and thick phases of the other person, support the other person during the bad times and rejoice in their success and celebrate it as your own during the good times. Usually, arranged marriages begin with commitment(forced by marriage) component of love and then progresses to achieve other components of love.

Based on the above described classification, I would consider a relationship driven by physical intimacy component as lust if it is a mutual affair, or as infatuation if it is a one-sided affair. And finally coming to passion, I perceive it as a relationship where physical intimacy is dominating with mental intimacy hidden behind the perceptible layers.

Defining intrinsic human emotions intricately is not easy. And sometimes, it is in our best interests that we do not try to classify our feelings or emotions. Although, the classification is really fuzzy, our intellect will reason us to label our emotions which is often not required.


P.S : Experience is a wonderful feeling. It enables you to recognise a mistake when you make it again hence at crossroads of life, one has OPTIONS ;-)

I Love You*
*Conditions Apply

18 July, 2011

Be You, Everyone Else is Taken !!





Sonali Rathore has successfully jumped off the world's highest Bungy platform at 233 meters above ground level at the Macau Tower,
and is Officially entitled to ask the world
"Do you have what it takes !?"
yuhooooooooooooo :)


I Love Defenseless Animals Especially in a Good Gravy..he he ;p Butter Chicken after 3 long years..as I always say nothing can match the Love for food in Life..Finger licking yumilicious Chiccckkkeeeeeeeeeennnnnn Today..
You are The BEST when you are YOU !! NO DOUBT..Compromise in the name of a 'wish' haaahh that's NOT LIFE !! Yes you do Live for Others but When you Say Yes to Others Never Say NO to Yourself !!
Life's Beautiful only if I wear my SMILE ;p Shopping, Butterrrrrrrr Chickkkeeeennnn, ICE CREAM and then Zindagi Na Milegi Dobara..What a Day !!
Yet another Sunday well spent and this time with SELF ;-)
Movie has Skuba and Sky Diving Both Showcased beautifully, watching the trio of Hrithik, Farhan and Abhay it was such a De-ja-vu to my Bungy Blue for the Obvious Reasons cuz Nothing can Beat Flying !! Oh What a TIME !! I Have Lived Life for SURE, and I am one Amongst a very few who get to Fly Like a Bird and Sing 'The WORLD is MINE' while experiencing the Free Fall Literally he he ;p wow wow wow What an Amazing Experience of Life Time !!

Bachelor's Party : ha ha The BEST Time Any Guy can have..

Bachelor : To me the word has more Independence than just Tagging my self with a name and joining the CULT for the Society Standards of being called Committed..ha ha I mean I have heard my friends saying All's well but just that she is Possessive and he is way to Casual..Dude Nothing's JUST here..none is happy or may be most of them..But Moving on and Dropping each other seems like a Society Hi 5 in the Face..so yeah they Stay Together !

Being Single is a Journey full of Adventure, Loving and doing things you want for Life is Absolute No Match to Being committed..No Offence to the One's in Love cuz there they have their 'Single' time ;-) the one's who pretend to be happy together this is a Thought for 'em ;-) Lollzzzzz !!

Zindagi actually Na Milegi Dobara kisi aur ko samjhaaney se achha apni Jiyo aur Mast raho ;-)


P.S : Do what you Love, Love what you do : That's Blackberry !!
Do who you Love and Love who you Do : That's Me !! Got it !? ;-) !? Lolllzzzzzzzz

Drop your inhibitions and Live Life to the Fullest..Try it ;-) It Just always Works!!

17th July 2011 is a Date I'll Remember :-) for Life !!

12 July, 2011

Sexified Expedition !



Sexified !

Ofcourse, I Missed You........................I ran outa Bullets :D


Xtremists go the Xtremeways..in the walk of Life choose a psycho-'Path' :D Lollzzzz


P.S : Adventure Sports :D

23 June, 2011

Believe !!


Saw a 9 year old boy sitting on the table next to mine ask the waiter ‘how much does a cone ice cream cost !?’ the waiter replied : ‘Rs. 15’ young boy checked his pocket and asked ‘how much for a small cone!?’ irritated waiter angrily : Rs 12. The young boy ordered a small cone, had it, paid the bill and left. When the waiter came to pick the EMPTY PLATE, tears rolled down his eyes and his lips dropped ‘Allah’. The boy had left Rs. 3 as TIP for him !!

Give everyone SOMETHING of what you have!! That’s a Lesson I learnt from the chocolacious 9 year old!!!!!!! I am suprised and amazed to believe the new generation!??!!! Feels like forever when I was 9..kids = young adults !?!! Thinking, maturity, innovative mind and fashion, talk about one definition that 21st century youngsters haven’t taken to a new level of their existence!

I was so impressed that I ran after the cute boy and asked him for his name and age!? Suprised to my attention he Exclaimed I’m not very young anymore, I have turned 9 this june, and you are conversing with Russell, young lady extending his hand for a handshake!

In the perfect ‘awww’ of a chivalrous dream lover, I couldn’t stop myself from telling him that I am glad to see youngsters like you him exist at this age already !?!! to which he added mom always say ‘Don’t stoop low to find ‘em, stand tall they’ll find you !!’

I had been really STRONG in my train of thoughts about the youth (the class 12th pass outs and college students majorly) being really silly for all they love is DRUGS, SEX, MUSIC, RELATIONSHIPS and FASHION! Indeed if I had to gist the entire thought I would exclaim ‘Hep goes the generation, pop goes the culture!’ because I have seen couple’s who are happy to convey you can 'touch' me but not 'touch' my cell phone !???! he he :p looks like He : Lets commit a Suicide and stay together forever, She : Sure, you jump, I’ll follow you, my love..He : Jumps off the roof, She : closes her eyes and walks away, conveniently saying ‘Love is Blind’..HE : opens the parachute in the air saying ‘Love Never Dies’ Lolllzzz J though after meeting Russell, I’d say lie lies right in the middle of ‘Believe = Be-lie-ve’

It can be read as “BE lie negative too !?!!!” Truth shifts its paradigm timely & conveniently in just what YOU BELIEVE!

Belief’s perish, smiles fade..tears replenish..and life – Goes On !!

P.S : That's one small drop for a man, one giant leak for the mankind ! What Say !?

12 June, 2011

The X Factor !!


Life is a full circle :-) indeed..I believe in karma what you give is what you get in return.

Sonu Nigam's new TV Show.- X Factor..mind blowing is the experience for heart and a treat for eyes..The person was a struggler once and look at him now. Salutes to him ever since his album 'Deewana' was launched in '99. India has incredible talent and few contestants just make you drop your jaw in aww at their best. Recently there was a contestant who just left me spell bound with his performance. Honestly when he walked in, it was a feeler that he will be out. You know how it is when you think you know it all. More so he self claimed to not know music at all and was heartily thankful for the sponsor's of the show to have made him meet Sonu Nigam - being his godly figure, so even the judges Sonu Nigam, Shreya Ghoshal and Sanjay Leela Bhansali were expecting a bideu, however there was a twist, this guy started his Performance and there you go !! I am still spell bound recalling the entire experience, he made musical sounds from his vocals..vollahh !!

Left me to think that its not always what you think you know is the ultimate truth and the END. There’s a lot one doesn’t know at times and there’s a lot more that awaits a belief !

Exactly one year and life’s back to the mundane grind, promoted now with demanding job responsibilities. Feel victorious and satisfaction is at its Best. No love in life can match the love for food which comes from the hunger behind that develops after a long day of struggle and sweat. Decisions are always a mandate. Right or wrong is just relative, and follows.

June Tenth - Old enough to know what’s wrong, young enough to do it anyway! Promotion and new job role seemed to have been waiting for the right time to knock my door of life. 4 days before my big day I joined the grind and boy what a feeling !!

The big day - bombastic start of the day with heavy rainfall making the city look green and air fresh. Office morning on a friday was never so exciting, warm wishes from the new faces and few old one’s. Cake cutting ceremony and an early retreat from work, million phone calls, texts, e-mails, photo session amidst a drive to my darling Pia and bhabhi following another drive to The Kingdom Of Dreams. Camera is at its best when the faces captured are pleasant, the place is heaven on earth. After Disney land expedition in Hong Kong, Macau, its the second place I loved and am mesmerized with the food, people, colours, decor, the place is just a dream and gives you a heavenly experience.

After having a ball of a time venturing the tasty food at the cultural gully, it was now time to relish the spritual feast, Zangora – the story of the prince and the princess of a jungle. The Famous Gauhar Khan and Hussain (Indian Music album and Television star's respectively) played the leads, the story revolves around the princess named SONALI, the magical effects and costumes with the bollywood mix is one spectacular treat to the eyes with super hit bollywood numbers being performed on by the famous dancers trained by Shaimak Davar. Wonderful experience in totality. The place is a success ever since it was inaugurated by Shah Rukh Khan our king of hearts. Watching it was not less than a movie as the duration is close to 3 hours and leaves you in the world of angels. Grand Finale - The dancers ran to us and pulled us to dance, and I just said its my birthday, like they were waiting to hear it, and within minutes I was wished by Hussain and Gauhar Khan 'A Very Happy Birthday - on stage' wwhat more can you ask for, on your special Ddy. I felt like a princess as was dressed as the gypsy princess myself :-) hearing my name more than often as part of the play, it just made my day. Pia my lil niece jumped all through out with joy and lived twice at once, we couldn’t manage a Cake at the Kingdom and poor thing just kept asking me ‘Sonali di Cake kab kaateingey’ She’s a darling and my reason to live practically !!

On the way back to drop bhabhi and my lil doll, I pulled out another meeting with my birthday buddy. Dropped my family, met my buddy, we drove till my home, I parked my car, and we drove to grab a bite at GK-II at 3 am hada blast on the way all excited about our bird day he he :p felt like diwali for us because we could say ‘same to you’ in reply to 'wish you a very happy birthday’ to each other he he :p

lovely day, prosperous time of the year and being the number 1, that I am, I am ruling my happiness yet again in synchronization with my X Factor. Luck !! Its indeed a perfect blend of luck and blessings of the lord above in my Life.

The X factor or The Ex factor leads to The NEXT chapter of success in life, its just how well you learn to let go, holding on is not the sign of weakness since its not easy, because it defines the strength in you. Judge not and you will not be judged, condemn not and you will not be condemned, give and it will be given to you, running over, happiness, love and harmony will be put in your lap for the measure you give will be the measure you get back.

P.S : When you loose some one you love, its never exactly the same person who comes back ! By the time he realised she was the one for him, she was waking up with the Man who knew it already ;-)

31 May, 2011

Destiny - Poke-her-Face !


Hell was the name of his place called home,
he would do anything, to escape, no energy would he lack
for a simple reason to run and never get back..

The myriad squatters, the teeming hopefuls, gathered again, running, chasing and stomping over each other. The stench of sweat, those stains of phlegm, native expletives, randomly muttered. In this cacophony, in this rush, all he found was a mute isolation. Those heads popping out, their throbbing figures - mere images or figments of his imagination, swarmed just to make him realize - he was no anomaly, just a part of them may be estranged, or was as fabled to them as they were to him. Over the years, wizened skin and withered thoughts will teach him it was more than fictitious world who enticed. He will figure it was his gullible loneliness which fell for the luscious maneuvers of the crowd. For now it's public, for him, this longing for delusion and need to be misguided. The urgent desire- to mingle with the pile of thick, black smoke, belched out by that mighty industry's nozzle- to that extent where he is as good as not to be recognized, shedding the need for disguise and that urgency to hide.

Assuming we were empty canvases, I splashed at you.
And you stained me.
I started with Green and set you Free, then you threw Blue,
much higher it Flew.
Yet when it Landed it missed Me.
I offered some white, not wanting to fight,
you Declined and said, Red awaits Me.
Then the unexpected happened when Lights went off and all went Black,
neither could I hear, nor could You see.
The Impact of dark was so profound and stark that even when it went Bright,
I was You and You were Me.

I so Wish by Now I was you and You were Me !!

I discovered a few unknown drops today. Once they were called Tears.
Those days they used to come attached with Emotions - mortifying sadness or inexplicable joy. I could arrange the drops up one by one on tip of my five fingers, look with vengeance if they were reason for ire or snap them with subtle delight had they brought pride to an otherwise lifeless dwelling.
But these were utter Blasphemy from eyes which didn't know - the norms of normalcy lies in designating and labeling.
These unnamed packets though, crisply packaged, are nothing more than orphan Kites.
Kites which float by the day to every child's fancy, but by evening are left to their own Plight.
Thinking drops they were, I set them free like Doves in search of distant peace.
My reaction was a tad too Late. Till then the strange wetness had vanished to nix.
Perhaps, the receptacles were a layered Truth over thirsty eyelids.
It made them Glitter but hardly quenched what remains an unending Thirst.

Everything happens for a reason, and is Destined, so we often tend to loose belief in our Hope's, trusting that everything is pre-written and nothing can be re-written, so Why Hope or Wish !?
What if He wrote "As you Wish" in your Destiny !?
So Never Stop Hoping, or Believing in your Dreams, your Destiny is in your Actions.

Kyunki kismat toh uski bhi hoti hai jiskey haath nahi hotey, haathon ki rekhayein badali ja sakti hain..kaun kehta hai ki aasmaan mein suraakh nahi ho sakta, ek pathar toh tabiyat se uchaalooun yaaroon !!


P.S : For Fortunes change, moods too would
turn from Somber to gay..
What if they don't !?
'May be Another day' I'd say !

True Love is Better than The First Love Any-day !!

25 May, 2011

Don't Look back, unless its a Good view :-)


I am Proud of you Papa for Who you are and how well has our Nation recognized you for your Talent of Astrology !! Salutes !! May Some day I Follow your Footsteps and be your Ideal Daughter and add to the shine in your name Brighter !! Love ya Always !!

My Daddy Strongest – The Dhara TV ad of 90’s where the kid believed her dad could achieve anything as if he was a Superman homed Perfectly in my heart and mind, that I am still smiling while I admit this fact that I so do still encourage the child in me to perfectly Believe the message behind this ever so beautiful commercial.
My Daddy is indeed My LifeLine and My biggest Strength. There is nothing in this world that He hasn’t given me. Raised me into an individual who walks with a High Chest and Head Upright and so Full of Life ! He is the key to my success Now and Forever will be. Its truly a Blessing to have a Dad like my Papa. Daughters are an apple of their Daddy’s eye – this holds so true in my Life ! I still remember I wanted a Barbie when was 6 and even before I knew it was called a Barbie I had it on my 6th birthday not only on my birthday cake but among my Toy Family too, new clothes on each Birthday and Diwali and Trust me it used to mean a Lot in those days ;-) I often think will I be a successful Parent too !? Who would get my kids everything even before they could even dream of just Like my Dad. I still remember mom’s yelling on the chocolate munching sessions that Papa and me used to steal out of the late night’s and settle on terrace for..Phewwwww !!
Gone are the days..Why did I grow up !? Why is Life so different now that Mom and Dad Never yell at the consumption of those chocolates anymore !? Why does Mom no more hold my ears and raise her eyebrough’s and make a deal that if the glass of milk is not finished then there would be no play for the evening with the kids in the colony !? Why all the play has just become mere shopping and visiting a Mall !? Why has Life just entered a New phase without even being Demanded !? Why has the word Temptation evolved its meaning from craving of a chocolate to Earn Money and Achieve Goals !? When did Life emerge out of “playing teacher-teacher" to today’s “day to day meetings with clients and fetching Business” Why does Love now seem to be a totally new feeling !?

Funny how these words evolved and expanded my vocabulary and I so much stretched myself to believe all that Exists is this. This is it. The moment !! Just before I was able to even capture the flashes of this moment in my photographic memory there appeared a Light that outshined all the reasons inside, haunting loneliness in the eye, skin covering a secret scar and there appeared a hand waving a goodbye, there's no response or action returned, theres a deep prejudice within me, dreams all suddenly ridden with pain and projected unto the Last.

Education seems a necessary evil, what use is ‘A-Z’ if the words that comprise of these Letters aren't too Pleasant at long. Touching the score, world is green, the green buying the over rated joy. Virtues in Life good to read for the evil picture the world paints. Family ties extended, a marriage made in heaven not so heavenly while living it, it seems closest to Earth. Watching a part of me Grow, living moments whimsical. A duty bestowed by god, love blossoms on its own. Being a support for so Long, now wanting support, the call of duty shifts now, as if from Life I prepare to retire. Sitting in the arm chair with flashes of Life Lived. A smile, a tear adorn the face, illuminated by the moon.
Call of retirement comes from far, lived a World in Life, with Content & Smile I’ll close my eyes to open them in another



P.S : I am learning all the time. My Tombstone will be my Diploma !!

21 May, 2011

Thoughts of an Answer !!























I often wonder as I look into the darkened sky,
and reflected upon my lit up Life,
As I sit alone on the terrace of my apartment
wonderful thoughts bewitching my Mind
How Complex Life can be when you are alone
and yet shining Stars tell me otherwise
they Being so far seem so Simple
Life being near and so full of Wonders
I often question Myself to the Open Sky
Wondering how much my arms might stretch
Desires of answers residing within
Forgetful questions Laugh at me all along
Do they know who Lives Together !?
The Jealousy of the 9 Planets in me
One Earth Filled up with Individuals
Me Lost in my Individuality
I Often wonder is it Fruitful to think so much !?
Will the flowers ever bean the Fruit !?
But the Possibility of a Tasty Apple
Blinds my Eyes always STILL !


P.S : Changes are not Permanent, but the Change is.. :-)

14 May, 2011

Every finish Line is the Beginning of a New Race :-)


Don't be a cigarette that they step on once Finished, be the DRUG that they DIE Without !!

Break-up, a very heavy misnomer in our mundane lives..he doesn't cope up with my emotional needs and doesn't understand me then why should I !? and Boom &;@&*$>&#@ there you Go !! Seems familiar !? Kinda De ja vu !? to me too, recently lived a situation where when I heard The Truth everything else suddenly appeared to be a LIE !!
What do Men really want !? Love, Trust, Attention !? or mere "I am Dumb Darling, go on Fool me and I wont know" is really Being Naive taken Granted for Being Dumb !? I'd say NUMB is what the situation calls for..If caught red-handed, "Oh well, you are not that innocent either as you were Policing me" and if stay Numb "Oh well I am tired today, going Home honey will call you after reaching home, all's Good, thanks for Being there, Girl you are My Angel"

Well what's Missing !? The Love !? The Spark !? The Addiction !? naaaah its just a New Race of Proving that "I am the Man and you don't have a Right to make me realise that I can be Wrong, just ATALL" Love, Care, Worry, Pamper, Attention when everything is in place, why seek for a new Race !? "WHY- !?"..aaaaahhhhhh since when did you become so DUMB !? Its simply because I am a Man, I may take a break whenever it excites me, I may do anything on this Mother Earth and I don't need to Justify it to you even when I know you are the one who means my World to me !!

"I Love you unconditionally only on the condition that you should ideally do too"..WOW isn't it Amazing !? "I know I Lie, though you lie too when you run your mind and follow your instincts in catching me..so yeah evens out ina way".."you Love me because you cant get a better soul mate who can live up with your Emotions !!" REALLY !? Well then honey what's with the Acceptance that "You can get any guy since You are so damn Good !?" after Forgiving "I know I was wrong, your efforts are just very True and you are not wrong, but honey what do I do !? I Fear you !!"

Oh Boy, Fear me !? had you been Fearing me, you wouldn't have Lied to me on avoidable stuff..get it !! It's not My Fear that makes you Lie, it's just your convenient compulsion to Lie that makes you Score it every time..Dont scape goat me..It's you and your compulsive Lies Darling !! Me being a Woman don't need the Philosphy that you fabricate, I am strongly Blessed to deal with THE TRUTH :-) Honey, the only feeling I have is you need to Quit Lies, not only because I Don't Like it, but also because it doesn't help you anytime, it only worsens the situation..Plus its TOTALLY AVOIDABLE and please, please do not think that I am angry or pissed because that stage is Long Gone !! I strongly Feel you are falling short of the Ladder to your success, its not Invisible, its right here, you just need to Grab it by Quiting Lies and stepping up !! Wish you All The Best Honey !!

P.S : Menwhopause.........have mood swings Guaranteed !!
So Be Sure of the Constant and you will enjoy the Change Honey :-)

31 March, 2011

Mohali BlockBuster ;-)


All in all it was a fittingly filmy start to the show called Mohali Block Buster !!
Thuderstorm just before the Big Day where Blue and Green faintly Smiled at the Sky forming the VIBGYOR !!
Was it the Rain Gods announcing that the FATE is Declared already !?
VIBGYOR - where even Nature has placed BLUE before GREEN then what may a mere Cricket Match do to bring a change in there !?
What a Play - What a Semi Final :-) A Heart Felt HAIL to the God of GOD's Sachin !!
Spectacular Performance ha ha :P Whata Win by Windia :-) ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha
Indian Prime Minister Mr. Manmohan Singh Invited Mr. Gilani - Prime Minister of Pakistan and Mr. Zardari - President of Pakistan to watch the Match at Mohali, isnt that an Anti Terrorism Insurance Cover In itself !?

As the name denotes Windia won the Toss, and then decided to BAT..
Verendra Sehwag and God - Sachin Ramesh Tendulkar on the crease as Opening Batsmen !! Whata a Sight to WITNESS LIVE !!
Veeru with Awesome FOURS while Afridi bowling and then Pavillion..
and India scored a 100 :-)
Gautam Gambhir goes down as a RUN OUT..
Virat Kohli - Pressurized and just Gone !!
Shoaib Akhtar sitting in the dressing room when the Camera focussed was saying to the fellow sportsman, Sachin wont get Out NOW ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha whata Sight :P
But the real Heart Breaker was Yuvraj Singh's STUMPED UPROOTED :( that too on Yuvi's home Ground !?!!

Next Turning Point The God - Sachin takes the Strike and hits 85 then OUT..Must say Master played very Lucky rather Blessed 5 Lives on the crease well obviously GOD was playing he is Blessed all the Time against the deadliest opposition !! Sigh !! These 85 RUNS were Crucial and very Important !!

MS Dhoni - Our Captain, after so long was in good form today, came to BAT and played, Afridi got Lucky to get his Wicket in hands..
Harbhajan Singh - played FOURS he he :P whata Amazing Show :P and poor fellow contributed his best and moved to Pavillion..
Zaheer Khan - came , and then Gone after some runs :-(
Ashish Nehra - Well came and then again GONE !!

SURESH RAINA - The Kashmiri Pandit Killed it ha ha Your CONTRIBUTION was finger biting for Pakis during Death Overs !!

and India settled for a Descent 261 to Chase for Pakistan !!

The Match was real Awesome from the start of the 2nd innings..
Zaheer Khan Bowled Akmal ha ha whata great Wicket !!
Munaaf Patel added a Maiden over in his name..
Munaaf Patel said Khuda Hafeez to Hafeez :P ha ha
Yuvraj Singh - got an oppurtunity to take the Revenge :p Shafiq Gone STUMPED UPROOTED !!
Yuvi again - ha ha
Munaaf again he he

and the Turning Point of the Match just before the Power play when Pakistan needed Afridi the Most here comes our Harbhajan Singh spinned Afridi tempting him to hit a six and our dear Verender Sehwag CAUGHT the Wicket kitting the Best Wicket of the Match in his name !!
next was Wahab - the Man who took our Five Crucial Wickets including Tendulkar's was CAUGHT by Tendulkar and bowled by Ashish Nehra !!

Umar gul now GONE !!
SCORE by Far Pakistan needs 30 RUNS on 6 BALLS
and Zaheer makes sure two balls back to back are a No RUN as Misbah wanted to maintain his STRIKE ha ha :P
so now REVISED SCORE TURNED : Pakistan needs 30 RUNS of 4 BALLS ha ha :P
and they managed 1 Run..
and still Misbah was Caught in the END on the 49.5 Balls ha ha :P
here is the Victorious Indian Writting Windia Won by 29 RUNS all OUT ha ha :P

Today's Win extends India's record against Pakistan at the World Cup to 5-0. Some day the law of averages will catch up, but not with History beckoning so alluringly.
Sachin produced one of the patchiest innings of his stunning career, and the value became more and more apparent as the Pakistani innings steadily went into a Terminal Decline.
Umar Gul, Pakistan's superhead, was taken to the cleaners, going Wicketless and conceding 69 runs in 8 overs, where in young left arm pacer Wahab Riaz rose to the occasion, taking 5 wickets for 46 the Best ever by a Pakistani against India at the World Cup.
260 being a defendable score meant non of the bowlers to enjoy an off day, and bang on, no one did, Zaheer, Munaaf, Nehra, Harbhajan and Yuvraj grabbed two wickets each, the Blue Tigers never eased the pressure, even when Pakistan was cruising.

Windia has Made it to the Finals and will Bring the Cup Home :-)

P.S - Ram over Ravan - we do have Recorded version of RAMAYAN but since you wanted LIVE !!
So here we Come :-) You called for It !!
Mumbai is Sachins's home Dont Forget and
If World Cup is God Ram :-)
Sachin is HANUMAN :P ha ha ha ha ha


30 March, 2011

Its when the Thunder roared, my Spirit Soared !!


Remember when you failed an examination !? How many people recall that, your class, friends, relatives !? You failed to make it to the IITs or IIMs..Who remembers !? How many times have you had the feeling of being the best in your class, school , university, state !? you failed to get a visa stamped this quarter, you missed a promotion this year, how did it feel when your dad told you in your early twenties that you are good for nothing..and now your boss tell you the same..

You keep introspecting and go into a shell when people most of whom don’t matter a dime in your life criticize you, back bite you, make fun of you ! You are left sad and shattered and you cry when your own kin scoffs at you. You say I am feeling low today. It takes a lot from us to come out of these everyday situations and move on. A lot !? Isn't it !?


Now here’s a man standing on the third man boundary in the last over of a world cup match. The bowler just has to bowl sensibly to win this game. What the man at the boundary sees is 4 rank bad bowls bowled without any sense of focus, planning or regret. India loses, yet again in those circumstances when he has done just about everything right.

He does not cry. Does not show any emotion. Just keeps his head down and leaves the field. He has seen these failures for 22 years now. And not just his class, relatives, friends but the whole world has seen these failures. We are too immature to even imagine what goes on in that mind and heart of his. That’s why I would never want to be Sachin. (South Africa Match)


True, he has single handedly lifted to moods of this entire nation umpteen number of times. He has been an inspiration to rise above our mediocrity. Nobody who has ever lifted the willow even comes close to this man’s Genius. His dedication and Metal Strength is "unparallel". There are people who are mediocre in their own lives. Who just scoff at others to create cheap fun. Who have lived in a small hole throughout their lives and thought they have seen the oceans.

Think about the man himself. He is 37 years of age. He has been playing for almost 22 years non stop, started his career at an age of 15 !! woahhh ! The way he was running and diving around the field that night would have put 22 year olds to shame. The way he played the best opening quickies in the world was breathtaking. He just keeps getting better which is by the way "Humanly Impossible" !! Its not for nothing that I, among 1.2 Billion Indian Population and Billions across This Big Wide World call him GOD !!


But still I don’t want to be in those shoes. We struggle in keeping our monotonous lives straight, lives which affect a limited number of people. Imagine what would be the magnitude of the inner struggle for him, pain both mental and physical, tears that have frozen with time, knees and ankles and every other joint in the body that is either bandaged or needs to be attended to every night, eyes that don’t sleep before a big game, bats that have scored 99 international tons and still see expectations from a billion people.

And he just converts those expectations into reality. We watch in awe, feel privileged !!

Well I think its time that "HIS" team realizes that enough is enough. They have an obligation, not towards their country alone but towards SACHIN !! They need to win this one for him. Stay assured that he himself will still deliver and leave no stone unturned to make sure India wins this cup.

This is not just a game, and he is not just a sportsman. Its much more than this. Words fail here..


Its raining Cats and Dogs in Mohali, guess even the Rain God wants to pour the Blessings !!

Besta Luck for Mohali !!

Windia - World Cup Awaits you after Mohali Victory - Score Good !!

24 March, 2011

Windia v/s Lostralia :-) 24th March 2011



Australia : International World Cup Champions for the Last three World Cups !!
Sigh !!
Australian Team Captain : Ricky Ponting - Declared that he would not let Sir Sachin Tendulkar make his century for this Match :-) Mr. Ponting successfully made his 104 and got out..
Has Cricket clearly become merely a situation where just two players in the contest are playing than the Entire two Teams !?
Punter v/s Little Master !?!!
Strong declaration by the Australian Cricket Team Captain that would not let Sir Sachin Tendulkar make his 100th 100 a day in advance so as to build the pressure on our Divine Master Blaster !?!!
Well doesn't Mr. Ponting know that when Sir Sachin Tendulkar is batting he doesn't play to Win :-) He is a Born Winner already and has Excellence Inate !!
100th 100 for a record of 10,000 runs wasn't met but Mr. Ponting beat this WORLD RECORD of 18,000 RUNS in One Day International Cricket and Leave the Test Cricket runs aside haaa !!
The Name is Sir Sachin Ramesh Tendulkar, players feel blessed if they even touch a total of a close to 4000-5000 odd runs !
Sachin isn't different he is in the League of his OWN !!
Has Mr. Ponting forgotten the words of Former Autralian Cricket Captain Mark Taylor !? " We didn't loose to a Team called India, we Lost to a Man called Sachin"
Not only this The President of the United States of America Mr. Barack Obama said " I don't know about cricket but still I watch Cricket to see Sachin play..Not because I Love his play but because I want to know the reason why my country's production goes down by 5 % when he is batting "
Andy Flower Former Captain from Zimbabwe Cricket Team : " There are two kinds of Batsmen in the world
1) Sachin Tendulkar
2) All others "
more Golden words by Sir Donald George Bradman who, beyond any argument, was one of the greatest batsman who ever lived and the greatest cricketer of the 20th Century and yet again from Autralia said " I see myself when I see Sachin Batting " its a bow in itself !

Last but not the Least I say " Do your Crime while Sachin's Batting because even God is busy watching his Batting :-) "

If you want to know what pain feels like after losing one of the most crucial matches of your Life - Don't ask Ricky Ponting, ask Brett Lee. Because in 2009, much before the smacking he got at the quarters in Motera, Brett got hit for a six on the Last ball by none other than Harman Baweja in the movie "Victory" - where ironically Harman was the one with a bandage on his head as he single handedly crushed the Aussies by making 42 runs in 2 overs. At this point you must be wondering, Who the hell is Harman Baweja and what in the bloody world is Victory !?
If you don't - I applaud you - and if you do - I hope you appreciate how long it took me to draw this parallel for Amusement. But Holy hell what a Quarter final !!

Good play Kangroos :p We Love animals, dont you know Ms. Meneka Gandhi has imbibed this quality in all of us - Indians :-) awwwwww we Love you Kangroos :p so stay where you are in the Field eating GRASS and stay TRIPPED..The Cup is for Us :-) you tried drinking the Coffee in the Cup for the Past three World Cups..now chuck it..Sometimes its good to let go :-)
263 for 5 wickets with Sir Sachin Tendulkar making a World Record of 18,000 runs in One Day International Cricket, and making his Outstanding 94th ODI fifty, 21 years of dedication and commitment what a Great World Record Master Blaster we all bow before you :-) SALUTES !!
Blead Lee, Oh I mean Bret Lee India Declared this World cup Every One will Bleed Blue..Yuvraj, Suresh Raina, Zaheer Whata play !!

Jab raat hai aiesi matwaali..toh Mohali mein subhay ka aalam kya hoga !? ha ha

P.S :- If Wicket is God Ram, then Sachin is Hanuman :-)
Haaristan..oops Pakistan Here we come :-) Yo !!

13 March, 2011

Dhoni - Changed the GAME !!




















Pepsi should soon change the name with Dhoni as their Change the Game slogan for ICC World Cup PROVED to have home the heart of our Indian cricket Team Captain Mr. M S Dhoni !!

What was Mr. Dhoni thinking !? that he would again be blessed to be Lucky !?
Has Dhoni learned to drink the Soup he is in or Swim out of it for the rest of his stay with the Indian cricket Team !? I think this time there were a few Ingredients Missing in this SOUP for him !! High time the Board take some Decisions before its too late to Rescue from the Collisions !!

" I think Instead of playing for the crowd, we should concentrate on playing according to the situation " seemed like a new one liner Fumed by Mr. Dhoni which he recently learned and tried to fit in, in his speech..Ashish Nehra our left handed fast bowler is just not less than our Treasure Hunts which were discovered by Indian Cricket Team way back in 1999 when he made his test debut against Sri Lanka at Colombo. Its nothing more than Mr. Dhoni's sheepish mind game yet again when he has succeeded in putting the eyes on Ashish Nehra by just not letting Harbhajan Singh bowl for the Last over !! Doesn't Mr. Dhoni know that South Africans are more than a bit uncomfortable with playing Indian spinners especially on the Indian Grounds !? and at the same time hit the Pacers on their Rock Bottom !?

Change in the Batting order then change in the bowling decision too !? Isn't Mr. Dhoni over spending !? Irfan Pathan, Pragyan Ojha, RP Singh and Ashwin why was Ashwin not counted in for this SLOW, TURNING, UNEVEN Bounce Pitch !? Decision to have not accommodated one more Spinner is a clear defy and there is absolutely No Explanation that the Captain can justify it with rather than to accept and shed his Captaincy happily !!
He Loves to come and bat and does what !? whenever the Team looks up to him for a Solid knock he rather relies on the fellow players to save his ass and enjoys his Strike ! why because Mr. Dhoni loves to maintain his "Not Out" status loves to save his wicket and then talks about playing for the Team and not Self, playing as per the Situation and not for the Crowd, he said people in India love the Sixes and Fours well tell me this why is he not in favor for the sixes and the fours when this Game demands it !? he should rather quit and go join Table Tennis if he is so against the "SHOTS" but mind it Captain even there you need a "SMASH" to kill the opponent !!
Every Game comes with its set Expectations so why deny and term them as "Fallacy" !? Why !?

Captain its easy to play Bull Shit than playing the Game !! Whats tough for you is players like Sir Sachin Tendulkar who are old enough to ride the BULL though at the same time players like Ashish Nehra are too young to ride the Bull hence they fall victim to your stinking SHIT.

All you need is all of us Indians to retreat you with a Middle Finger Salute so as to save our Nation from the Global Embarrassment that you are Leading us with..
All the publicity in the name of Pepsi ads on television where you have talked about "World Cup toh ab India jeetega" are only for Monies you getting out of them it Implies..because what you say is absolutely not what you Deliver..
Grow out of "Luck being favoring you thoughts" and get Real and play as its required out of you - God Damn you are the Captain for God Sake and Its World cup and not any ODI where you can get away with your Mind Games and act Scape Goat every time by directing the eyes of the entire nation on a "new" player all the time !! Quit playing this "I've Picked on you" so you are Gone Game of your's psycho..

Question is 9 wickets, 29 runs in 10 overs and the Answer is "Roger" headed one and only our Retarded Captain Mr. M S Dhoni of the Indian Cricket Team !!

India Should Win World cup and then M S Dhoni should retreat a Good Bye from the Indian cricket team !!

P.S :- "MS Dhoni" naah correction "MS. Dhoni" a Dot makes it PERFECT :-)

05 March, 2011

Being Selfish is not vice..


One of the things that comes easily to every human being is being selfish. It is uncanny that the word bears negative connotations.
I remember a Dialogue from How I Met your Mother ( a sit com on TV) where Lilly ( a protagonist on the show ) asks Marshal " What is the nice word for Selfish !? "
and he says " Independent".

My rendezvous with the Feeling has been since long. Recently it was on account of an experience that made me feel evil. Some-one known to me cut his wrist and blead heavy, something similar my Sir did by hanging himself from the ceiling about 2.5 years ago on account of attempting a Suicide. And he was rushed to the hospital and recovered. I was very happy with his recovery and finding him absolutely ok was a relief, but I couldn't stop myself from thinking- why didn't my Sir had that Luck !? why did he survive and my Sir didn't !? And to be very Honest I was more upset for my Sir than I was happy for my known's recovery. Shear evil by the books right !? But I guess I have made peace with it that I am " Independent".

I guess people relate to things more easily once they make it about themselves. I have to admit that in my case it's a wee bit much. But don't we honestly live in a world where
Hypocrisy = Opinionated, Ego = Self Respect, Stupid = Daring, Agnostic = Secular, Idiot = Adventurous and yup Selfish = Independent !?!!
As we grow up we get beyond text book definitions and accommodate more meanings to every word. Our dictionary stems out of convenience. I guess convenience drives principles as well now.

I am not defending my Impulsive reaction. I know somewhere I have not come in terms with My Sir's death and mostly I was always Selfish. But the "good part" is some of my biggest acts of kindness and friendliness are an outcome of this so called vice. I am nice to people because at the end of the day it makes me happy.

I think of all the power that the human mind has the power to reason is the strongest. It helps us to look at our vices and give them a practical twist. We reason to be accepted not just in others eyes but our own. I guess it helps me conclude that being Selfish is really ok, as long as I can reason it.

21 January, 2011

I Kiss you many times my Life..you have so Many Lips..


Delhi : The city of Occurrence and the city that makes you believe that Life is Nothing but REALITY - dedicated to Jan 19th 2011 !!

Yesterday, a beautiful day..I woke up and left for a Meeting, and guess what Life hit me straight in my FACE :-) does talking Politely also amount to REACTIONS !? Yes, it does because we are a Democracy and unless some among us commit something new and then get argued over it by a few more among us, how shall yet another SELECTIVE be in Authority to pass a Verdict to BANN it !?
an excited and tormented voice within loudly yelled Funny !? and the next moment he in the Limitless Canvas above said as if - no Sonali, you call it Reality darling :-)
I Believe you My Saviour, and accept you shall never offer me something I can say No to :-) Best Deals customized for me so far in Life and still many to Unfold :-) so yes I am thankful Lord for your witty Sense of Humor :-)
This Shall too Pass !? I'd Say I know you have strengthened me Enough to walk through this too :-) again my Verdict - being the part of Rarity among the SELECTIVE SPECIES who Accept and Comprehend in favor of our Democracy !!

Justice : is it when the right has been Lucky to have your Mercy My buddy in the Heaven there !? or is it when the wrong gets Punished and his Life given by you is Cursed and challenged by Court of ManKind !?
Right and Wrong is relative..we as Mankind make view points and Believe a Judge and accept if he says he is wrong or right..But the real Chord is in your hand Smarty, you are sitting up there and humbly created right and wrong..leaving it on us to Define !!
Wow..sucha Game Master..
Nothing happens without your acceptance so was I at Fault !? or was it your pun to make me taste life with a pinch of SALT through him !?
because if it was Life with a pinch of SALT, then please give me a bit of Sugarcane now..pretty Salty right now Lord..wounds are just aggrevating with the share of SALT given by you..
Thodha Meetha ho jaye - Dairy Milk de do.. he he :-)

I Love you Lord, I so do..and Believe in you all the More as you gave me a Treasure for my Life to Live without even Hunting for her, I with a Proud Heart want to thank you for accommodating Varsha Bhala an Angel to my Existence and Healthy Life Today :-) in your Form :-) who said you live up there only !?
You have many forms, lives and lips :-) I Believe in you all the More..You So much EXIST !! Never Doubted it anyhow, just Belief in you has Increased even More :-) I am Glad and truly Believe what ever happens, happens for Good :-)


P.S : I Kiss you many times my Life, you have so many Lips !!
- Dedicated to Varsha Bhala - Angelic Human, Support System and a Friend for Life :-) Hugs !!